I been so alone since a kid Got me feeling like I wanna be gone I don't even really know where I'm at Feeling this, feeling that I don't know if I'll make it back I don't really know 'cause I live inside a fantasy My fallacy is known I don't wanna go I don't wanna go I don't wanna go I don't wanna go I don't wanna go I thought it would be easy But I make things harder Than they are supposed to be I make things harder I make things harder I been riding in the back seat Wanna drive but I don't know my way, my way What am I waiting for? What am I waiting for? I been so alone since a kid Got me feeling like I wanna be gone I don't even really know where I'm at Feeling this, feeling that I don't know if I'll make it back I don't really know 'cause Poisoned thoughts that stay on my mind I don't really wanna think about it I don't really wanna think about it But I know that I can't live without them I thought it would be easy But I make things harder Than they are supposed to be I make things harder I make things harder I been riding in the back seat Wanna drive but I don't know my way, my way What am I waiting for? What am I waiting for? I don't wanna know Where I have to go 'Cause if I'm right It won't be nice I will be on my own So, tell me it ain't so And I'll be on my way I just need to stay awake So I don't lose the day See, I don't wanna grow I don't wanna grow I don't wanna grow I been so alone since a kid Got me feeling like I wanna be gone I don't even really know where I'm at Feeling this, feeling that I don't know if I'll make it back I don't really know 'cause