Side effects follow but you'd never know Dizzy and numb, I lost control Day after day, you hid behind the dark The world I built you tried to tear apart You left me alone for dead The coffin buried inside your head Thought I'd never escape what's said But now you spoke too soon For all the chaos, for all the time lost It wasn't worth the cost Why did I fight so hard for you? Under the surface, all the abuse Why did I try so hard to prove What's killing you is killing me too? No matter what I say, no matter what I do You can't deny the truth No matter what I say, no matter what I do The side effect is you The side effect is you Deep within, underneath You destroyed and I buried The bitter pill no one sees The cross of yours that I carried The web you spun You cannot outrun For all the chaos, for all the time lost You weren't worth the cost Why did I fight so hard for you? Under the surface, all the abuse Why did I try so hard to prove What's killing you is killing me too? No matter what I say, no matter what I do You can't deny the truth No matter what I say, no matter what I do The side effect is you Here's the web you spun, bad intentions can't run Here's the web you spun, what's done is done Why did I fight so hard for you? Under the surface, all the abuse Why did I try so hard to prove What's killing you is killing me too? No matter what I say, no matter what I do You can't deny the truth No matter what I say, no matter what I do The side effect is you The side effect is you The side effect is you