Suicide Day

I'm the one outside 
Now you can see me face to face 
If I didn't love me 
Life wouldn't consist of this tide 
Terrible meaningless 
Have to pay too dearly for this 
Getting all what fate reserves 
Playing Don Quixote often enough 
Ha. Ha. Welcome to suicide day 

How I had come to this 
Call me beast, call me brute 
Beginning was a child's dream 
The end becomes a bitter fate 
Ha. Ha. Welcome to suicide day 

What I'd do for incarnation 
In the end there's no doom 
Keeping madness, isolation 
All's just nothing anymore 
Ha. Ha. Welcome to suicide day