No drugs and alcohol today I want to remember everything we talk about I want to feel light moving in everything you say But part of me is caveated out Like maybe certain circumstances are permissible Maybe I just could and you could just look the other way Is it so wrong I wanna feel good? I wanna feel good Is it enough now just to want to Even if you mean it? I wanna feel good Let's build us a new house for to live You fortify the outside and I got the interior I got the materials we're gonna need right here Yeah, and it's weird to think I had it always When manifestly I am the same as I ever was I think the difference this time is that I could just walk away Yeah, and now all things rushing out I wanna feel good I wanna feel good Is it enough now just to want to Even if you need it? I wanna feel good (Yeah) No drugs and alcohol tonight I follow my shadow up and out the skylight I can see an outline settled in the grey (Grey)