I'm not the kind of person you think I am I'm not the anti-christ or the iron man I have a vision that I just can't control I feel I've lost my spirit and sold my soul Got no control I try to entertain you the best I can I wish I'd started walking before I ran But I still love the feeling I get from you I hope you'll never stop cause it gets me through yeah It gets me through yeah The feelings that I hide behind Sometimes reality's unkind The nightmares stalk for me at night I dread the long and lonely nights I'm not the kind of person you think I am I'm not the anti-christ or the iron man But I still love the feeling I get from you I hope you'll never stop cause it gets me through yeah I'm just trying live yeah I'm just trying live yeah I'm just trying live yeah I'm just trying live yeah