Walkin' out in the freezing rain I feel nothin' 'cause I numbed the pain I'm lookin' forward to lookin' back On this day Prayed last night, ?Dear God, please no? But I was never good at letting go I'm lookin' forward to lookin' back On this day I'm lookin' forward to lookin' back Lookin' forward to lookin' back On this day Good news can be so unkind When it's everything you have to leave behind I'm lookin' forward to lookin' back On this day I'm lookin' forward to lookin' back Lookin' forward to lookin' back On this day In the tail lights So much hindsight Tellin' me what I already know I know I'm lookin' forward to lookin' back Lookin' forward to lookin' back On this day I'm lookin' forward to lookin' back Lookin' forward to lookin' back On this day Walkin' out in the freezing rain I feel nothin' 'cause I numbed the pain I'm lookin' forward to lookin' back Lookin' forward to lookin' back On this day