Every time I hear your name, it bears an uncanny resemblance to defeat. Though it would be nice to touch base, it's hard to face the things we've been. I don't remember your precious smile, I still remember the ways you showed your worth. I know what you want from me. You're not here and I'm not well. I hope you feel the pull, it'll bring down to where I go, and that's what I know of life, cuz it was all I was shown. What I know now, I could never go back to you. Disconnect and disconnect and disconnect. The heart aattack comes right back, right where we left off. I point the gun too much. Fuck, you're such an easy target. I said I couldn't carry a goddamn thing, but you gave it anyway. Half-flattered you believed in me, half-sorry you made a mistake. I hope it's cold in your room, let the warmth lure you home. I hope it's cold in your room, and like a magnet it'll bring you home.