I often wonder if my grandparents in the stars
If they could see the shit I'm doin', it'd make my life less hard
Then I hear voices in the breeze comin' from afar
And they say, "I'm always here"
And when I see a butterfly, reminds me of your face
The colors sing a melody, a calm "Amazing Grace"
Sometimes I stare up at the sky and don't know what to say
And I hear, "I'm always here"
I know because I'm Christian that I should believe in heaven
And I do, but it's complicated at twenty-seven
Admittedly, I'm just a skeptic, scared to tell the reverend
I pray God understands my heart and leads me with direction
I take a walk along the beach, listen to the waves
I think the beauty of your soul increases with your age
All these memories of the past, I hope they never fade
Like when you would pick us up and get vanilla shakes
So, if you there, if you listening
Can you please send some wisdom?
I could use it in this moment, that experience from livin'
As I sit down on my porch, watch the sunset beginnin'
I get lost in my head, wonder if you hear me singin'
Wonder what it's like up there; can I see you if I stare?
When it rains, are you cryin'? Hope you don't waste all your tears
I'll be fine, don't you worry; sometimes I just need to share
When all this shit feels stuck on my mind
I often wonder if my grandparents in the stars (Stars)
If they could see the shit I'm doin', it'd make my life less hard (Life less hard)
Then I hear voices in the breeze comin' from afar (From afar)
And they say, "I'm always here"
And when I see a butterfly, reminds me of your face
The colors sing a melody, a calm "Amazing Grace"
Sometimes I stare up at the sky and don't know what to say
And I hear, "I'm always here"
Just show me a sign, tell me you there
It's hard to be happy when I miss you here
But I hope you're laughing somewhere up there
I'd give up the world, won't say that I'm scared
If I had the money, I'd try buildin' stairs
To know that you're laughing somewhere up there
