Sitting in room waiting for some news sitting a room with white knuckles not feeling so good I didn't do the thing I should I said '' Doc, tell me what's wrong with me '' ( what's wrong with me) he had this expression he didn't know what to say '' It seems that you've contracted a new stain '' How could this happen to me? another victim another casualty from fucking casually, another casualty All the times I should have worn a jimmy hat all the times I said '' What the fuck, I won't look back, that's not for me'' I wouldn't listen to reason now look at me