In my hour of darkness I beseech the most high God pleaser Never a world pleaser Choose God before man And so I do not demand from you Your expectations Your lies, your confrontations You born in a system where I'm a Christian I lie, it's all lies to please you I lie to please you I lie to feed you I lie to treat you I lie to be with you Searching for my sanity In all of humanity I'm lost So much turbulence in my world Oh my God, there is a turbulence That I am still alive, oh lord I find myself begging God Oh please, help me lord To find my way to you in this place So much noise, so much noise It's too much noise I lie to please you I lie to feed you I lie to treat you I lie to be with you Help me, help me Oh lord, yeah I will turn your lie into truth 'Cause I do know what you say, in word Your rewrite the scripture For us to believe For you to deceive I know my God My God is in me Oh my God is in me