My bedroom smells like rotten food 
And I guess so do I
It's harder to be good in here 
Than it is to starve and die 

I'd give my body to Satan 
If I could only keep my soul 
But I can't seem to find the split 
Between them anymore 

My hair is falling out again 
And I don't really care 
I try to stir my conscience 
It was never really there 

Your fingers up inside of me 
Feel like fingers down my throat 
Everything is fine in heaven 
But I'll never get to know 

Make sacrifice in bathtubs 
And stained bed covers 
Soak all of my clothes in holy water 
And drown them like a crying son 
Drown them like a crying daughter 
Praying in the night to the angels of porn 
Nails in their wrists, knees on the floor 
Great lakes full of cum extracted from everyone