Cut the line, I'm suffocating Cannot feel, without I'm aching Desire lost, my heart is racing I feel cursed, am I mistaken Doomed to walk the path that's chosen Regret, a mountain yet to climb Belief, that pain will ease in time Embrace, a life that I betrayed The icing on the hate Trapped inside, this self-addiction Forced to see my own afliction Through the eyes, deseased reflections Kaleidoscopic, death in segments A second chance at resurrection The high of high's seemed endless The shapeless fear ascending Ride the carousel of punishment The days of dazed emotions And spells I cast seem broken Ride the carousel of punishment Cards are down, a choice needs making Look a the past, or keep on dreaming Pulled the plug, for now I'm winning Closed the chapter, new beginnings Closed the chapter, new beginnings