I did drugs again I did drugs again Charlie Sheen my man [?] I'm winnin' I fucked up again I fucked up again Nobody's ever around When I make these decisions And it feels like A demon on my back, fightin' its way in And it feels like I'm a cold blooded body with the sun on my skin I'm, I'm only into full-fledged self destruction I'm, I'm only into full-fledged self destruction I'm, I'm only into full-fledged self destruction I'm, I'm only into full-fledged self destruction