All I know is that I dreamed of you 
I somehow can?t wipe you off my Iris 
all I know is that I?m lost in you 
like a bonedry log in your fire 

but I see things somewhat different now 
I swear to God, I?m gonna kill some day 
leave me alone,yes I?m going home 
I won?t bother you no more 

....but if I tried I could make you come back 
and de-rail that train from it's dead-end track 
I?d do anything to be rid of that smile tonight, 
tonight.... 

these things I can?t expl ain,Lord- 
you left him hanging out on a limb 
all that time you knew it would make him spin 
I get so mad,frustrated and sick- 
I wish I knew just who or what to kick 
It used to be a personal thing 
but that was way before it started killing him 

I see things somewhat different now,...........