Hmmm.. 
 just for a momennt 
 for the wink of an eye 
 just for a heartbeat it was alive 
 just for an instant 
 for the moment inbetween 
 just for a second it was true 

 keep looking for things to blame 
 if it makes you content 
 it?s something you will never tame 
 or even understand what meant 

 just for the sake of it 
 I kept those secrets in my heart 
 it would only hurt you if you knew 
 this isn?t your century 
 you don?t belong here at all 
 I need my high to break the fall 

 blame it on the energy 
 and you can blame it on the need 
 it?s not just a drug thing 
 frying the brain trying to stay sane 

 it?s too much of a part of me 
 this nondescript lethargy... 

 blame it on........etc 

 you can understand the energy 
 you can understand the need 
 it?s not just a drug thing 
 frying the brain trying to stay sane (x3