In the darkness I see her shadow As a lonely sad silhouette I'm remorseful but my pride still Is too strong to accept my regrets I sit in silence crouched in a corner I hear the hollow ticking of the clock My mind is chasing thoughts that are fleeing Oh god of mercy! Do I know what I have done I rest my head in hands that tremble I'm repressing thoughts of what I am I am scared of the power of my feelings I can't bear the burden of the deeds I can't trust the nature of my being Cause my hate is fiery and profound Each passing minute feels like an eon Time seems unreal in the presence of death I'm spinning deeper into my madness Clinging on to traces of hope I rest my head in hands that are shaking I'm denying the facts of what I am I close my eyes but the scene I'm seeing Keep's repeating again and again I can't leash the fury I'm feeling I cannot break the circle of my rage I can't trust the nature of my being 'Cos my hate is fiery and profound