I guess it's a problem If my hair starts falling out If I'm tired to dying And I can hardly read about My symptoms online It's over, I'm fine (I'm fine) I'm fine I'm fine I'm fine Then I start crying Who I am Was not my plan Flown so long I've forgotten how to land In the light I am blind I feel like I am losing my mind I thought I could push my body And then it gave out on me I wake in the morning I can taste death in my mouth My dream was violent A suffocating drying trout Was gasping, wriggling, and writhing I'm crying, I'm crying I'm not fine, fine, fine Who I am Was not my plan Flown so long I've forgotten how to land In the light I am blind I feel like I am losing my mind Losing my mind Losing my mind Losing my mind Losing my mind I can barely breathe, I can barely breathe I can barely eat, I can barely eat I can barely sleep, I can barely sleep I can barely move my body I can barely breathe, I can barely breathe I can barely eat, I can barely eat I can barely sleep, I can barely sleep I can barely feel you love me I can barely breathe, I can barely breathe I can barely eat, I can barely eat I can barely sleep, I can barely sleep I can barely move my body I can barely breathe, I can barely breathe I can barely eat, I can barely eat I can barely sleep, I can barely sleep I can barely feel you love me Who I am Was not my plan Flown so long I've forgotten how to land In the light I am blind I feel like I am losing my mind