You had a life Before you even thought of mine Who were you then? Did you have lots of friends? And what car did you drive? When you met dad Did you think of the life you might have? On your wedding day Did you plan out the names Of the kids that you'd have? From the very first moment I looked in your eyes You taught me about love as you stared into mine You're holding the hands of the new little life that you made You brought me back home and I started to cry You held me in close and sung sweet lullaby's When I started running, I knew I was running to you The start of the story of everything I'll ever be My mumma and me Time passing by 17 - blink of an eye We're fighting again I'm smoking with friends In the car parked outside Remember the day The cops drove me back to your place And said is this your son? Do you know what he's done? Thank God for your grace But I shook off your hand, when you tried to hold it Said "mum - I'm a man, can't you leave me alone" and When I look back, I still see the pain on your face All my mistakes, it can't have been easy To hold all the space for hurting and healing So many reasons for you to not love me the same How lucky am I, that nothing could come in between My mumma and me Now that I'm grown well into my story I finally know how much you did for me I may be a man, but I'm still a boy in your arms When you start to stumble, your mind starts to go I'll tell you the stories that you always told You'll know I love you as I hold your hand in the dark I'll sing you to sleep, the one who gave me air to breathe My mumma and me