When you've been pushed to the side you feel kind of useless it feels like something left inside so do it right this time and leave that stuff behind stop thinking about it, you have to get away right now. So move your car, I think it's best for you right now, move your car, you have to get on with your life so do it now! You don't deserve to feel this way cause you're not a loser, you have to clear up your mind and see that it was not your fault and you're not the one to blame, you can put it away now, so take some time to change your life. I guess thats best for you to move that car it will take some time, but in the end you'll find that you are worth a better life than this.