I feel your resistance in your body Though you try to hide it I know there's a battle in your mind I'm feeling the distance You are drifting and I just can't fight it How do we go on like this Putting everything at risk Hard to live With the shadow side of me You need what I can't be Holding on to an image of a man If you're looking for perfection That is not the way I am You say that you love me But a future is too hard to promise It's making no sense to my head I know there's a dark side of my spirit Where you just can't find me There is not a saint in here Just a tiniest soul who cares Hard to live With the shadow side of me You need what I can't be Holding on to an image of a man If you're looking for perfection That is not the way It all started alright Making love in the twilight Is any man what a girl dreams Is any girl forever Exactly what she seemed Hard to live With the shadow side of me You need what I can't be Holding on to an image of a man If you're looking for perfection That is not the way I am Hard to live With the shadow side of me