In this lost and lonely place is where I call my home 
Four thick walls surrounding me I pay a heavy toll 

I'm pushing and pushing trying to claw my way back 
Wishing, wishing I could disappear just like that 

There is this voice inside my head turns from friend to 
foe 
When will all this madness stop neither of us knows 

How did I get this way how could I get this far 
Was this the master plan was it written in the stars 
For me to live my life as a pessimistic fool 
A superficial man the exception to the rule 
Mark your words and you will see the price 
That I have paid the cost of life the wounded soul 
Nothing ventured, nothing gained 

The hands have stopped out on the clock I'm on the astral 
plane 
The things I've done won't be forgot my image still 
remains