Self inflicted torture Wrap myself in pain Never take a second to think Of the people I have shamed Fight to fake emotions To make me seem alive But the endless emptiness Keeps growing deep inside I can't take this I can't face this Life Oh, where is the enemy Where is the end for me This is not what I wanted Oh, every day that I am facing I feel less alive One step away from my demise Never felt pleasure Never felt content Every step I take I'm facing my decent With blood on my fists And death in my eyes Breath thick of liquor God please let me die Please let me Please let me die I can't take this I can't face this life I can't take this I can't face this life Are you fucking ready?