I'm so tired but you probably 
Don't even know what I mean
I'm full of contradictions and hypocrisies
I'm so tired I don't even know 
Which side of the fighting I'm on
And if I wanted no part of it, 
You'd say I was doing something wrong
Today was just like yesterday and the day before
I've been taking myself so goddamn seriously 
And I can't recall what for

I can t feel the sunshine anymore
I'm so tired of bitching to myself 
And wrapping up my emotions to please everyone else
I'm so tired of bitching at all 
Because life becomes so cynical 
When you're waiting to fall
And I'm waiting to fall
Today was just like yesterday 
And the day before
I've been taking myself so goddamn 
Seriously and I can't recall what for

I can t feel the sunshine anymore
I'm so inspired 
But you know short-lived 
Inspiration can be
I'll brag about my self-improvement 
Which just ends up lost inside of me
I've no faith in justice, corrupted by wealth
And I've no faith in my peers, 
Only a fading faith inside myself