I was losing my mind in the abstract Looking for something to bring me down I was falling apart at the bottom Looking for a way to get farther down I could read my emotions and moves Like the heat gauge in my car I could tell by my engine I wasn't gonna make it far I've spent my time looking for a balance Or a heaven in countless dusty pages I'm not one for absolute reason Or logic to guide my way I can hear the word codependency Falling freely from my therapy gone wrong Without my baby This whole wide world seems wrong And I'm not talking months or weeks or days or hours One minute is far too long I want to be inside her and stay beside her And let her keep me strong She is the method to my madness She's the place where I belong Without my baby This whole wide world seems wrong Now I'm dripping with love, it's all over me Baby's hands, what I knew they could be And I've had enough of shallow water, today I'm gonna' drown And dive into my baby without a sound And I'm not talking months or weeks or days or hours One minute is far too long I want to be inside her and stay beside her And let her keep me strong She is the method to my madness She is the place where I belong Without my baby This whole wide world seems wrong Without my baby This whole wide world seems wrong Without my baby This whole wide world seems wrong Without my baby This whole wide world seems wrong