Jesus, are you real? Did we make you up? Is salvation what you want Or is faith enough? Do you know where I'm bound? Do you know who I am? Are you just a word I use When I don't understand? Standing like a statue in the sea In a little truck stop in Tennessee And bombs are crashing down in waves On a giant TV screen And I am struck I cannot move to make it stop What can I do? People are dying in their beds While this flag flies over our heads Jesus, are you stronger than a loaded gun? I'm beginning to believe you're not the only one Strong enough to show your love, strong enough to give Strong enough to go through hell, strong enough to live And all night long I sat with you In a darkened hospital room And nurses checked in by the hour I was made aware of a higher power And how this fragile life we live Is not ours to keep but ours to give What in the world am I gonna do If anything should happen to you? All I do is doubt you, God All is do is love you, God All I do is question you What else can I do? This world was never solid ground The past is coming back around All I do is search for you What else can I do? And when I say I search for you I mean I search for peace I search for hope, I search for love And one day for release Jesus, my life does not feel the same New things happen everyday, things I can't explain But I am not a man of faith, I'm a man of truth But is this feeling in my heart, is this feeling proof? When you do not know, you know And when you know, you do not know And when you think you do, you die And when you do not think, you grow Are we left here in the dark Or are we left here in the light? It seems to me that both are true And it's up to us to know what's right All I do is doubt you, God All is do is love you, God All I do is question you What else can I do? This world was never solid ground Religion cannot help me now All I do is search for you What else can I do? And when I say I search for you I mean I search for peace I search for hope, I search for love And one day for release God give me strength to accept the things That I just cannot know And even when I lose control I will not let you go