It starts with a quiver A thought-provoked shiver A fear I can't deliver They don't need me, they don't need me The comfort of my home Now feels like a prison My thoughts lacking reason No one loves me, no one loves me I am afraid of the dark When I am alone with my thoughts So here's to avoid falling apart I'm not sober, yeah I'm not sober I'm not sober I lie 'cause I'm shameful My movements weak, I stall A complete loss of control I'm a failure, I'm a failure It's like taking the beating Hung from the ceiling Your fear is only a feeling But it's painful Why's it painful? I am afraid of the dark When I am alone with my thoughts So here's to avoid falling apart I'm not sober, yeah I'm not sober I am afraid of the dark When I am alone with my thoughts So here's to avoid falling apart I'm not sober, yeah I'm not sober It starts with a quiver A thought-provoked shiver A fear I can't deliver They don't need me, they don't need me