You think you look better I know you feel worse If nothing went numb I think something would hurt I've seen this before never thought you'd be het You're young and you're precious, your laugh is infectious Your heart's big as Texas, don't think you're reckless But maybe you strayed from the cross on your necklace And now I feel selfish 'cause I miss my best friend Still skipping breakfast and higher than Everest, alright Slowing down the time You can say you're fine but this is too familiar You know it runs in mind I don't wanna fight Or overstep the line But this is too familiar You know it runs in mind I've been sleeping all day for my baby It's my cotton ball putting up another wall Way of escaping Being awake isn't what I wanna be here I wanna be asleep Or I wanna be a bird Or I wanna be a tree Or be living by the sea I don't wanna be a creep I wanna be asleep Dreams would be nice but then nothing is fine for now I should have more on my mind I don't mind but I'd say that we're fine I've been adamant, I'm not a fan of it Honestly thinking that something is up Know you're the same but I'm not gonna ask What would I ask (Not gonna ask) Slowing down the time You can say you're fine, but this is too familiar You know it runs in mind I don't wanna fight Or overstep the line But this is too familiar You know it runs in mind Slowing down the time You can say you're fine, but this is too familiar You know it runs in mind I don't wanna fight Or overstep the line But this is too familiar You know it runs in mind Different things and picking on dreams And picking on me when I tried picking you up Tried not giving you up And when I die I'll ask if I did enough I'll pray that I'll live to know that I did Pray for your weight and you wait for your freight That you ordered online and I stay Boxes arrive, I try waking you up again Boxes arrived, you were taking too much again Somebody said, I say thank you too much again Back to school late without any lunch again I'm not giving you up No one's taught we're pretty on the outside Lies you tell are pretty much outright And I hate it when we speak Counting sheep, I'm tryna sleep Your heart's big as Texas Your heart's big as Texas Your heart's big as Texas Your heart's big as Texas Your heart's big as Texas Your heart's big as Texas Your heart's big as Texas Your heart's big as Texas Your heart's big as Texas