I was face down on the floor when it fell from the ceiling A slap on the sunburn, a lust for the feeling Of sweating on a curb in deep Indiana Dreaming of that Chinese in Champaign-Urbana I'll be waiting at the door Aging and desperate to ignore Every day that never was It felt so great to feel so lost No one's showing up, so we treat it like practice No one's pulling hair over snow storms or taxes Sitting on the couch at Megan's with Brian Telling us about some malt liquor king can That he shotgunned in the woods Felt like a ghost next to his buds You know, I tried it once and I Saw the moment that I'd die I'll be waiting at the door Aging and desperate to ignore Every day that never was It felt so great to feel so lost