4 A.M., I'm noddin' off
Hope this wasn't fentanyl
Hide behind this camouflage
It's always my fuckin' fault
But I don't wanna let go, let go
I'm never gonna let go, let go
I'm sufferin' from boredom in suburbia
I need a hit of euphoria
I'm stuck in disturbia
I got this pain in my gut like a hernia
I got the jitters, they worryin'
I don't take out, I just order in
Across the Arizona border and ship across the sand like the Mandalorian
Twenty-one days clean, I won't break a habit
Twenty-two days later, I'm a fuckin' addict
Lost some real ones, so I went and got them tatted
Can't eat, can't sleep, life doesn't matter
Cultivated in the seven layers 'cause my families cursed for seven generations
And the numerology, I'm here to break it
But the voice inside of me won't entertain it
There's a part of me that stopped embracin' any memories, so I'm tryin' to erase 'em
The medicine doin' damage to my brain, 'cause the pain is too present, I'm tryin' to be vacant
Uppers and downers are keepin' me up until
4 A.M., I'm noddin' off
Hope this wasn't fentanyl
Hide behind this camouflage
It's always my fuckin' fault
But I don't wanna let go, let go
I'm never gonna let go, let go
Baby, I won't let you go
I promise that I see right through the smoke
Lovin' you is not a joke
That's why I laugh at devilish hoes
There's not a moment that we had I won't feel for
There's not a moment that we had I won't kill for
There's not a moment that we had I won't build for
Good vibes only, that's for sure
I'm a hot boy colder than the snow
I swear I had to let you know
I could see the crows
Death is down the road
4 A.M., I'm noddin' off
Hope this wasn't fentanyl
Hide behind this camouflage
It's always my fuckin' fault
But I don't wanna let go, let go
I'm never gonna let go, let go
