Everyday I try, it gets a little harder
Try to keep my head, head above water
Stumbling, fumbling, falling to my knees
Praying I will get a better day please
I can't ignore
I'm halfway out the door
But I just want
To feel you more
I'm looking for the real thing
Always looking for the real thing
But tell me, is the real thing
Even a real thing?
Fuck you when you fuck me over
But I'll be here to hold when you call me over
I wanna feel alright
So let's stay up all night
Every time I leave it gets a little harder
Scared to touch the fire but I wanna get higher
Wandering, wondering if I'll ever be
Capable of seeing what's in front of me
