After having spent a fast year waiting for the next time I can get you close I grew used to being back here like a chorus synth line soldier at his post You call in, I respond, the sparrow and the song I miss you when you’re gone When I am alone, I see you in the dark I talk into the empty like you were with me Started on a cold night, felt you in the low light Noticing the reflex taking over me I see you when I reach Muscle memory Again, often to the next fall I am on the back steps trying to let you in See you standing in the front hall Maybe this is madness underneath my skin Guess the misery responds or the body it haunts And we do what it wants When I am alone, I see you in the dark I talk into the empty like you were with me Started on a cold night, felt you in the low light Noticing the reflex taking over me I see you when I reach Muscle memory When you feel the change of a thousand words And I speak your name like I know you heard I can feel you there, I can hear you move And it moves me too And I’m playing games and I’m drinking wine And I see your glass sitting next to mine I can feel you there when you’re not at home Like I’m not alone When I am alone, I see you in the dark I talk into the empty like you were with me Started on a cold night, felt you in the low light Noticing the reflex taking over me I see you when I reach Muscle memory I feel you when I sleep Muscle memory