Have you never wished to be a real dumbass, Too stupid to realize all the shit that's going on So that you could just be another happy retard ? When I was too young to realize anything Life just looked good 'coz I didn't see all the shit When something still went wrong god was there to save you Growing up opened my eyes and there's no god to help ! Pain ! Why ? I'm just too sensitive for this selfish world I've learned to numb my feelings I became callous Your words are blades ripping right through my flesh Your insults are hammers capable of breaking my heart Oh, how I wish to be a happy retard now So I wouldn't have to think about anything anymore Constantly thinking, always these questions, I'm wrecking myself by worrying too much Am I a fool, am I to blame ? Sometimes ignorance Could be bliss... or not ?