I don't wanna wake up
Can't cover up the pain with my make up
All these strangers rip me to shreds
The beauty of the internet
But I don't make it better
You know I never have my shit together
I'm a bad drunk, can't keep a job
I'm a disappointment to my mom
Think that I might lose It
Damn I feel so insecure
If you ask me how I'm doing
1, 2
1, 2, 3, 4
I'm alive and unwell
Some days I fucking hate myself
No magic pill is gonna help
But at least I'm thriving in hell
Yeah I'm alive and screwed up
Ruining everything I touch
I'm a hot mess but guess what
I don't give a fuck
Oooo
Alive and unwell
Oooo
Alive and unwell
It is what it is, I am who I am
You can tell me what to do but I won't listen
I'm a lost cause I'm a bit depressed
I'm the worst even at my best
Think that I might lose It
Damn I feel so insecure
If you ask me how I'm doing
1, 2
1, 2, 3, 4
I'm alive and unwell
Some days I fucking hate myself
No magic pill is gonna help
But at least I'm thriving in hell
Yeah I'm alive and screwed up
Ruining everything I touch
I'm a hot mess but guess what
I don't give a fuck
Oooo
Alive and unwell
Oooo
Alive and unwell
I'm alive and unwell, oh
Alive and unwell
