Well you know me I've never been afraid I always jump into it With my whole heart and no shame And the thoughts that I'm left with Is making such a mess There's nothing more confusing than the loss You've caused yourself and, all in all ... It feels you're like me and Were the trees still green in november And I know I cant remember summer being so gone But I will play along But it feels, It feels so much That we don't know what we're doing And I never knew, never thought They could play along honey But they don't know what they're doing And I know I won't admit it And I don't want to say it But I still look for you in the park On my way home each day And no, I won't admit it Not even to my friends They think I'm doing well And I even lie to myself How long can u keep a secret from yourself Like that storm that blew me back 2 years To that first step I took away from you And the hope that you left It's hidden in my room I'm a strong woman But sometimes I'm weak for you And on and on, I close my eyes and I'm still there I'm still there ... Were the trees still green in november And I know I cant remember summer being so gone But I will play along But it feels, It feels so much That we don't know what we're doing And I never knew, never thought They could play along honey But they don't know what they're doing I close my eyes and I'm still there and Were the trees still green in november And I know I cant remember summer being so gone But I will play along But it feels, It feels so much That we don't know what we're doing And I never knew, never thought They could play along honey But they don't know what they're doing