It's time that I just face the fact Feel like I'm running down my victory lap Hit the lights cause I ain't coming back I think I'm running down my victory lap I think it's time that I just face the fact Feel like I'm running down my victory lap Hit the lights cause I ain't coming back It's time to run down my victory lap Feeling sorry for myself just like it's poor old me Nobody needs no rapper that turned 43 Close the book up on this chapter throw away the key Not sure whats coming next cause this is all I see RIP running out of words to speak My wife is by my side but she needs more from me I know my God has promised to supply my needs But if I'm being honest that's getting hard to see More of me less of you I need to flip that up and just embrace the truth Sometimes I wanna escape and be like whats the use A lot of things just change from when your 22 Going through these motions of what I'm called to do I'm drowning in this ocean its getting hard to move Cause I just hold it in just when I'm rolling through I'm falling in show me what to do It's time that I just face the fact Feel like I'm running down my victory lap Hit the lights cause I ain't coming back I think I'm running down my victory lap I think it's time that I just face the fact Feel like I'm running down my victory lap Hit the lights cause I ain't coming back It's time to run down my victory lap Now if I fell you never heard it would I make a sound Behind the scenes well I can feel just like I'm breaking down Feeling all alone at times just when I face the crowd Dealing with these thoughts that cross my mind and take me down I wanna make them proud maybe I should take a bow Hit the lights and say goodnight and go fade on out It's been that longest fight maybe I should throw the towel Staring at them glowing lights just while I'm running down Maybe I should wait it out feeling like I'm crazy now Filled up with crazy doubt I'm flying down this crazy route Depression running up (Running up) wants to chase me down (Chase me down) Stuck its hand around my mouth and said don't make a sound Then it looks me eye to eye wants to face me now Maybe I should just go and lay it down Change is coming but I don't wait around Maybe I should just say nothing go and fade on out It's time that I just face the fact Feel like I'm running down my victory lap Hit the lights cause I ain't coming back I think I'm running down my victory lap I think it's time that I just face the fact Feel like I'm running down my victory lap Hit the lights cause I ain't coming back It's time to run down my victory lap