Psychoanalyzing all of my decisions in the middle of the night
I'm revisiting the messages I sent to that one guy back in July
All my friends ask what's the matter
You seem so under weather
They take drugs and they feel better
Not me
I only smoke to feel bad
I get anxious
I go home
I don't know why I do that
Is it something
You outgrow?
Endless cycle
Feeling psycho
Watch some Youtube
Sick
I only smoke to feel bad
I guess I like to feel bad
I think that I'm overthinking
Am I talking way too loud?
Wish I hadn't blurred my vision
Guys I might be freaking out
All my friends ask what's the matter
You seem so under weather
They take drugs and they feel better
Not me
I only smoke to feel bad
I get anxious
I go home
I don't know why I do that
Is it something
You outgrow?
Endless cycle
Feeling psycho
Watch some Youtube
Sick
I only smoke to feel bad
I guess I like to feel bad
Guess I like to feel bad
Don't know why I do that
Guess I like to smoke until I'm choking on my own past
Guess I like to
Guess I like to
Guess I like to feel bad
Don't know why I do that
Guess I like to smoke until I'm choking on my own past
Guess I like to
Guess I like to
