I stopped today to see myself in subway glass I was scared of the way I look now I knew the only thought in my mind, my eyes "Please, don't believe in me I don't wanna let you down" And I'm conviced it only rains in New York I'm surrounded by everything that really scares me A room full of empty people Regretting every time they inhale I wanted to write one perfect song To make you cry in your sleep Kind of like a soundtrack for your dreams To let you know I'm watching And making sure it turns out alright It'll be alright I guess I wanted to make you feel something I wanted to make you feel everything You may call me a protest singer But I'm only protesting myself I don't believe in beautiful people But I don't believe in me I wonder what it's like to be in between