This the life that I got used to
Planting seeds it's fruitful
I just Watched the sun set
Oh shit this look beautiful
Got lost in a daydream
Had to re trace my steps
To find the same thing
Had to keep taking breaths
To stop from sinking
I Had to live with these regrets
And not look back
From all this fucking overthinking
Yeah I been maxed out for a while now
I'm on E I'm bout to come down
How longs a high last
Smoke and watch time pass
Staining through hour glass
Took a gram out the stash
Right before my life flash
A Phone full of missed text
I don't wanna write back
A room full of fake friends
And I don't really like that
I rarely feel love
But when I do run from it
Self sabotage
Internal monologue
The sound is never cutting off
I promise you I'm good
I never gave a fuck at all
You're lines busy every time call
Call
I lose it all
Just to get it back
And lose it all again
I lose it all
Just to get it back
And lose it all again
I just wanna win
Find a means to end
I'm crashing at the finishline
Before the race begins
I'm struggling to see the signs
The light is getting dim
I finally had to realize
It all lies with in
The view while free falling feels
Free as fuck
I guess that anything is better
Then just giving up
Looking at the ceiling in a dark room
All because you had the heart to
Follow through
And follow intuition
As it follows you
You listen to your weaker self
Asking him if he can help
Ain't nobody bout to save you
You gon have to save yourself
So don't drown in shallow end
Just try to tread the water
