I could do better with the time I'm killing I might be damned for the state I'm in But every time I get a glimpse of heaven I'm just reminded of the hells within As you stoke fires We'll endure the scars While you buy sunsets We'll retrieve the stars I can't take another sleepless slumber What I would pay to wash my memories clean A worried waste of my imagination That's the crux of this recurring dream As you burn bridges We watch from afar While you buy sunsets We'll retrieve the stars I'm just the star in my own movie It's a tragedy, a comedy A reverie of catastrophe I keep questioning my questions A fool of suggestions And unlit projections I'm making up the lines Twisting the plot Unraveling time I'm gutted in knots As you stoke fires We'll endure the scars As you burn bridges We watch from afar While you buy sunsets We'll retrieve the stars As we rise retrieving stars We realize the prize is in the odds that we simply are Under the guise of beliefs bizarre That in our skies reside our gods It's no mistake As we take this solemn vow With one final bow We know our future History is now