I should've fucked your friends It would've been the best revenge for the fire that you started I'm trying to heal, but it's a process They told me I should cut my losses But there's a stranger where my heart is And I'm sick with feeling like I deserved better And you're sick for everything you did to me, it was a setup And I should Goodfella you, call me Karen, waking up to my Beretta If I blow your brains out I, I can guarantee that you'll forget her If I blow your brains out, I could kiss it better Kiss me I'm the monster that you made, yeah you made me Now I'm just like you so don't complain, yeah you made me Do the things you like hoping you'd stay, OK Kiss me I'm the monster that you made, you made me Games, you don't want me unless I'm someone else's You don't even know you're being selfish You mercy me only when I'm melted Down to my tears only when I'm helpless That's when you get off and you can't help it And all your bullets they feel like velvet And I let you do it, I let you do it I loved you too much, I let you shoot it off And I'm sick with feeling like I deserve better And you dead me, left my heart beatless shit on a cappella And I should Goodfella you, call me Karen, waking up to my Beretta And if I blow your brains out, I can guarantee that you'll forget her If I blow your brains out, I could kiss it better Kiss me I'm the monster that you made, yeah you made me Now, I'm just like you so don't complain, yeah you made me Do the things you like hoping you'd stay, OK Kiss me, I'm the monster that you made, you made me