The shotgun's under the futon This is not my idea of fun I wish happiness on everyone I know The human body's an amazing thing Bruises heal and your mind can change Can we convince ourselves we're not what we need? Did I know in my heart I was lying to you When I said I would be yours forever? Did I know in my heart I was lying to you? Maybe I can't trust myself You say that the evil I don't know Is worse than the evil I do know But I'd rather not know anyone at all Did I know in my heart I was lying to you When I said I would be yours forever? Did I know in my heart I was lying to you? Maybe But whatever The shotgun's under the futon This is not my idea of fun I wish happiness on everyone I know