We both got some hard-knocks we might have earned Some folks go to school Others have to learn that most of life is wishing Tryin' to get back to a memory of a memory You never might've had My heart's a locomotive Runs on blackened coal And cigarettes and coffee I could never roll my own I'm borrowing matches from the padre Hearing church bells toll Wondering what the hell's the difference Between dying and getting old That can't be right What year is it this year tonight? If I die, I'll die of fright That can't be right That acid flashback really Really cracked my ice Do the right drug once You'll get to do it twice And now I'm crowin' about places And things I've never been You know I'm never gonna whore it out And take that gig again I believe the light is cracklin' Round the edge of anesthesia Lying on a table With the whole world reachin' in ya Hope to Jesus Buddha Bob That they washed their hands There's no class action passage To break all my shitty bands That can't be right What year is it this year tonight? If I die, I'll die of fright That can't be right When I was younger It confused me Now I think I get it My old man, he don't like pictures Especially if he's in 'em Time is not a mirror It's some distorted view Of the way you thought you was And what you thought they thought of you And all the trash that I tossed out It weren't by no means good But just 'cause someone tells ya Don't really mean you should My friends would try to cheer me on The best they knew to do There's no rescuin' a diver With two cinder blocks for shoes That can't be right What year is it this year tonight? If I die, I'll die of fright That can't be right I'm still agog with mortal dogs And skills I don't possess I'm a practitioner of practice I'm-a givin' it my best I'm left and I'm still leaving I got several miles to go I ain't ready to do something 'Till there's something I'm ready for There's a pillar in the desert And it's all alit with flames It's been burning there for eons It's the end of all the games We owe apologies And ass-whoopin's It seems to even out You can't never know you're happy If you've never lived without And that's alright What year is it this year tonight? If I die, I'll die of fright That can't be right That can't be right What year is it this year tonight? Four white horses toward the light That can't be right