(Sabotage myself) [Verse 1} It's one of those nights I'm gonna smoke too much I'm stuck in my head From something I said Always destroy Everything I touch I leave that shit there Just like I don't care But that ain't how I feel inside (yeah) Even though I'm paranoid (yeah) I ain't even gotta choice I still f*ck it up But I'm trying not to Sabotage myself Ain't nothing left to say Cause my pride can't get away from me All my life I've failed, my ego is to blame Yeah and if it doesn't change I'mma Sabotage {Post-Chorus] Sabotage Sabotage Sabotage Sabotage Yeah I f*ck my self up I'm a mess and I really need a help up In my mind I ain't got no pride Im a bitter winner only When I gas myself up Yeah I'm so insecure Am I really that dumb? I'm not sure Been a minute since You can feel it in my bones Take another shot Will I miss? I don't know But that ain't how I feel inside Even though I'm paranoid yeah I ain't even gotta choice try I still f*ck it up But I'm trying not to Sabotage myself Ain't nothing left to say Cause my pride can't get away from me All my life I've failed, my ego is to blame Yeah and if it doesn't change I'mma Sabotage Sabotage Sabotage Sabotage Sabotage