"Hiya, mate, just wanted to say that everything's gonna be fine I promise you, pal. You're gonna get through all of this I love you and I'm super proud of you It's your time to choose yourself now Onwards and upwards. Love you, pal" I never listen to my body When it tells me there's somethin' wrong I never follow what my heart feels So I end up where I don't belong I've picked up a lot of bad habits Like sayin' it's right when it's wrong But I'm tired of being somebody The somebody someone else wants "So, I woke up today And I just feel like... I just feel like I'm losing it all I just feel like I'm just I don't know how to be happy I don't know! Like, I'm trying my best, and it's just I just don't know how to be happy This was It's scary, it really is!" All the years that I spent in the darkness So convinced it was me all along Broken and bleedin' and fallin' to pieces Till all the fight in me was gone Like I'm stupid, I'm worthless, I'm never enough I believe what you told me, it hurts But I'm done with being somebody The somebody someone else wants