They say jump right in headfirst (but I'm still [?]) I won't even test the water (it's too cold) I've been hurt too many times Drowned in too many lies But I see something different in your eyes There's so much to let go I gave up and said I'm better off alone But your love is so real Guess I had to be broken to heal Before right now I couldn't trust anything Was full of doubt And stuck in yesterday I wanna lose myself to every part of you And I wanna lose I wanna lose I wanna lose So I feel a little more brave (than before) I can stand against the big waves (and storms) And you cleared up all the skies And washed away the lies And you became the reason I survived It was so much to let go I gave up and said I'm better off alone But your love is so real Guess I had to be broken to heal Before right now I couldn't trust anything Was full of doubt And stuck in yesterday I wanna lose myself to every part of you And I wanna lose I wanna lose I wanna lose My inhibition I wanna lose it All my suspicion I wanna lose it Fear of commitment I wanna lose it Before right now I couldn't trust anything Was full of doubt And stuck in yesterday I wanna lose myself to every part of you And I wanna lose I wanna lose I wanna lose And I wanna lose And I wanna lose I wanna lose