They say jump right in headfirst (but I'm still [?])
I won't even test the water (it's too cold)
I've been hurt too many times
Drowned in too many lies
But I see something different in your eyes

There's so much to let go
I gave up and said I'm better off alone
But your love is so real
Guess I had to be broken to heal

Before right now
I couldn't trust anything
Was full of doubt
And stuck in yesterday
I wanna lose myself to every part of you

And I wanna lose
I wanna lose
I wanna lose

So I feel a little more brave (than before)
I can stand against the big waves (and storms)
And you cleared up all the skies
And washed away the lies
And you became the reason I survived

It was so much to let go
I gave up and said I'm better off alone
But your love is so real
Guess I had to be broken to heal

Before right now
I couldn't trust anything
Was full of doubt
And stuck in yesterday
I wanna lose myself to every part of you

And I wanna lose
I wanna lose
I wanna lose

My inhibition
I wanna lose it
All my suspicion
I wanna lose it
Fear of commitment
I wanna lose it

Before right now
I couldn't trust anything
Was full of doubt
And stuck in yesterday
I wanna lose myself to every part of you

And I wanna lose
I wanna lose
I wanna lose

And I wanna lose
And I wanna lose
I wanna lose