When you were here before, 
Couldn't look you in the eye, 
You're just like an angel, 
Your skin makes me cry, 
You float like a feather, 
In a beautiful world, 
And I wish I was special, 
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo, 
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts, 
I want to have control, 
I want a perfect body, 
I want a perfect soul, 
I want you to notice, 
When I'm not around, 
You're so fuckin' special, 
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo, 
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

She doesn't even notice, 
She doesn't fell it's wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong

Whatever it takes, 
Whatever you want, 
I wish I was special, 
You're so fuckin' special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo, 
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here, 
I don't belong here