I woke up today feelin' less valuable than I did the day before yesterday
The monotonous continuation of my existence called life continues its concussive ways
While in my solitude, I felt without a use for not pickin' up my pace when approachin' night
I psychoanalyze my life, but I kinda prefer it that way
I be tired of never bein' enough at times, I be tryin'
Despite wantin' to give up
Without even touchin' a cup or prize
Ready to say fuck it and just cut my ties
I'm uninspired, losin' my desire as my inner child's presumptive abundance cries
They used my leaves to make crowns and pretended to be king and queens
I viewed the eclipse with my bare eyes
In its reflection was me and beauty was skin deep
Immediately know what the lead gas what did to me
Or was he just in it for the cheese and to be remembered exemplary?
I sit alone in my more-than-four-corner room
Starin' at incense and light fixtures and doin' shrooms
Purposeless pussy got my emotions numb
Forever chemicals got me dumb as fuck
Please forgive me for what I've become
Chain yourself to my trunk and shield me from the bulldozer of what's to come, it's
It's been a while now since I've seen the sun
And for why? For some reason, seemin' stumped
If I, if I could just get over that hump, then
Everything would probably feel better until I'm back in a slump
Watchin' Living Single, smokin' blunt number seventeen
I awoke not even knowin' I fell asleep
Alone in my home, just me by my own with a keg of weed
Plagued with embedded dreams of someday growin' into a better tree
Within steads of a steady stream
A fatherless son with the face of his mother
Stuck confronting, wonderin' if I'd ever release what takes me up under
Seein' what I couldn't get mustered to love another
But it is what it is
I sleep with the SIG like when Benny sizzled the crib
Happier than a bitch with a fifty-inch wig and a weekend without the kid
I sit alone in my more-than-four-corner room
Starin' at incense and light fixtures and doin' shrooms
Purposeless pussy got my emotions numb
Forever chemicals got me dumb as fuck
Please forgive me for what I've become
I sit alone in my more-than-four-corner room
Starin' at incense and light fixtures and doin' shrooms
Purposeless pussy got my emotions numb
Forever chemicals got me dumb as fuck
Please forgive me for what I've become
What I mean by fallin'
You were once in the spiritual realm
Then the vibrations slowed down and you gradually took on a physical body
You are now following God
You are the titans, the titans
The word "hell" comes from the word "haljō"
"Haljō" means physical earth
Hajlix, physical people, physical bodies
You live in hell
