Amanda I am trying to stand up to something The cameras are rolling God damn it God damn it's Not quite what we imagined But Amanda I am tying your bandana You're a cowboy God damn it God damn it When's the right time to be panicked? Amanda, I am freaked out and I can't sleep I know somewhere deep down I'm a bad seed My wild heart, it beats now like a stampede I know somewhere deep, deep, deep down we're a family Oh, Amanda They're throwing a tantrum And a party in tandem For the fandom They've abandoned the abandoned Amanda, I am freaked out and I can't sleep I know somewhere deep down I'm a bad seed My wild heart, it beats now like a stampede I know somewhere deep, deep, deep down we're a family We're a family And I bore myself to tears (bore myself to tears) Every time I speak (every time I speak) 'Cause after all these years (after all these years) It's only been a week (it's only been a week) As naive as I am (as naive as I am) I'm prone to giving up (prone to giving up) A crawl becomes a stand The walk before you run Amanda, I am trying Amanda, I am freaked out and I can't sleep I know somewhere deep down I'm a bad seed My wild heart, it beats now like a stampede I know somewhere deep, deep, deep down we're a family We're a family We're a family Amanda