These walls around me and the days are long I fill my lungs with a widow's song I'm looking for a reason, feel the spirit rise I see my life before me when I close my eyes I picture a road out in New Mexico Red earth and mountains and sky I picture my soul out in New Mexico With all that space rolling by Sometimes I feel, in a world between Everything I touch and everything I dream Sometimes I long for the rose to bleed For the spark to light in the depths of me I picture a road out in New Mexico Red earth and mountains and sky I picture my soul out in New Mexico With all that space rolling by I'm so scared of what I'll find If I let it go, if I look inside I'm so scared of what I feel If I let it go, if I make it real I picture a road out in New Mexico Red earth and mountains and sky I picture my soul out in New Mexico With all that space rolling by With all that earth rolling by With all these dreams rolling by Leaving this life behind