it's not me i don't usually do this it's not me i'm not normally like this it's not me so where have i been then? it's not me where have i gone? how long ago did i leave? where have i gone? can anyone still see me? where have i gone? and who the hell should i believe, is me? i'm sure that by the water somewhere among the broken things that gather there i might be found safe and sound why can't i feel? the sadness walks around me why can't i feel? all the terrible things that i see why can't i feel? how beautiful it's supposed to be, to me? to me? to me? to me?